I was working at Forvever 21...

and lets just say EW.

honestly i was only seasonal but it was terrrible, like I am more than qualified for a retail job, and greeting for 8 hours a day isn't my gig.

I can sell clothes, and i can look cute, and work hard,

and that was not my idea of a good job especially when old creepers hit on me.

yuck.

im glad that i quit today, besides I am moving in less than a month..!

Fall..

I look outside and see the leaves and the wind whisking through the air

They are careful to not intrude on their stay..

I look in the mirror and those leaves magically turn into the truth,

all these different shades of truth,

the oranges make me laugh while the yellow brings a tear of sadness.

The mirror doesn't allow me to fake it, I am forced to see how these past couple years have affected me and my heart.

Oh my poor heart.

it has been through a game of tug o war,

thankfully i look into the mirror and see a light, a light that is similar to the sun

The sun shinning so bright, and my heart starts to smile

Those fall colors soon fade into a green,

mother nature recycled my feelings and made everything new again

well its fresh until it all goes back to fall, then the cycle begins and my head will fall back down off the posture i hold so high.

The wind gets chilling. and my hopes get as high as the bluebird on that branch,

you see that branch that goes up to the heart of the forest?

It's hard to reach but it can be achieved..

using a ladder would be cheating and a symphony would give me the courage to grow, to grow so tall that nothing fails me...

The music notes are going to dance around my toes and the fall air will bow down to the courage i can portray.
I will now just look at my reflection and giggle and those leaves who tried to put me down..

Santa Barbara Halloween.

OH so Halloween,

hmm. lets just say it was the best I've ever had,

like 10 or so of us stayed in this little hotel off state street called the fiesta inn.

the hotel itself wasn't much but it made my night sooo much more adventurous.

we took this hour long bus ride and that was my favorite! i mean Alysa and i met these Japanese guys who claimed to be 25 but couldn't buy any alcohol.. aha?

and then DP street, ah it was soo crazy! i saw old friends and made new ones, most importantly Alysa Marie is my favorite, she knows how to have a good time and i looove her!

such the newbie.

So im all new to this scene, but i figured that since the world revolving around me is crashing onto this networking i should try it out,

<-- i put this picture up to just to show all of you ladies and gents that I am just a normal girl with a best friend and also cuz its totally my favorite picture! this was our last day of high school, and we went to a bonfire in memory of those senior moments!